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I vaguely recall the satisfying sensation of comfort, of sinking into the coziness of a relaxing present circumstance.
The feeling’s only a memory now, unspecific and distant, indefinitely out of reach of my tightly restricted heart, ceaselessly tangled within cables of frustration, disappointment, and despair.
Everybody loves John Darksouls when people complain about the difficulty in his game and he says “I can beat it” but when I say it about my game somehow I’m just an asshole![emoji lea-think lea-think](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/1365d5bb-942a-47d5-af29-9d4a5829d7b3.png)