This morning I felt like I managed to make peace with something that’s been bothering me a lot. Then work came around and now, at the end of the day, I completely forgot what that breakthrough was. I just… feel at peace but have no idea how I got here.
All I know is that it involved a lot of complex rationalizing but now I can only grasp at the edges of it.
*sigh* Most likely I will be back to my old self by tomorrow morning and the whole thing can start all over again.
This morning I felt like I managed to make peace with something that’s been bothering me a lot. Then work came around and now, at the end of the day, I completely forgot what that breakthrough was. I just… feel at peace but have no idea how I got here.
All I know is that it involved a lot of complex rationalizing but now I can only grasp at the edges of it.
*sigh* Most likely I will be back to my old self by tomorrow morning and the whole thing can start all over again.
Sometimes I feel like it’s nice to know that you got there. Even for a minute! I’ll take it. Haha
I think I have hope, too, that I’ll get back there.